Tuesday, March 03, 2009
yesterday tried something new in life.
got admitted to UCLA Emergency Medical Center. haha! sounded real emergency but when i went in there and had this girl screaming non stop, it was like "okay i think i got admitted to the wrong department".
Had been feeling very nauseous for the past 1 week plus, almost 2. then started vomitting for the past 4 days. couldn't eat anything much... basically vomit liquid before eating. and as soon as i put food inside my mouth, i'll vomit them out. But yesterday morning was so bad, I just cant stop vomitting (though really, i vomitted nothing) and I felt so painful. chest was in pain and the brain felt so suffocated like as though there wasnt air flowing inside my brain. the pain was throbbing.
so anw, shuwei sent me to the hospital and left soon after erwin arrived. she had class.
seriously dude, never bring shuwei to the hospital, she cracks you up. you can be induced to vomitting one moment and started laughing at another moment. and she makes fun of everyone and everything. tt girl is TERRIBLE!
had Intravenous therapy (aka IV drips) for 5 hours i think? my body was dehydrated. and they also injected anti nausea drips into my veins.. so sat there for so long and got discharged in the evening. Didnt eat anything for the whole day, erwin didnt eat anything either. I dont think they diagnose me with anything but was told to get back if my dirrhea had blood in them (thank god there wasnt today!) and if I still continue to vomit. Still feel a little nausea today. I wld stop eating as soon as I know something is gg to go wrong... but head still throbbing pain. know what, i think the head part... someone might be voodoo-ing me.
but thank you though. for all the calls and messages received. really felt the love...
Jane for covering my work at the bakery on sunday when I felt so sick. I was sleeping in the store room and that girl came to help me as soon as she was done with work. and I know she was tired from her work too.
Shuwei for everything, you know la.. you're always there for me. that's why i secretely think you're my secret lourvaaaa.
Erwin for accompanying me through the long hours in hospital despite...
and I realize the people who say the most, who nagged and who just annoy me at times, are the people who care for me most. something that I've learnt along the way. and to the someone that I've been so hard on, Im sorry. the more you care for someone, the more harsh you'll be to. and when you have such close encounter with death (haha! seriously, i felt as though i was gonna die yesterday morning. and that if I really am dying, swei and erwin were the last 2 that I can see before I die. how sad), everything just flashes back when I was lying down at the hospital bed and I found out that I have had so many regrets.
valen (3/03/2009 07:12:00 PM)