Friday, November 17, 2006
dont go on reading this post in any case you fee offended me talking about indonesia.
to avoid any misunderstanding, I am not writing about indonesians... you know, I love you guys.
I just need to let everything out and since this is my blog, I have the rights to say whatever is good for me.
I'm feeling superrr emo right now for some stupid reason.
I need to get my ass back to spore NOW.... I suddenly miss my friends.
I want to sit in paragon starbucks or takashimaya coffee bean and indulge myself with the smell of singapore's coffee.
I never stop blaming whoever brought me to his world being an indo.
and still do right now.
FYI, dont me mistaken. I dont hate indonesians. I just hate the country itself... and from someone who's been in spore since the age of 6, and feel so attached with the spore culture, I just cannot lie to myself how I dread going back to indo(I dont have to, unless I'm forced to).
I can never understand how indonesians will miss the food and wld be dying to go back for every holidays. So, I asked someone the other day what's with indo that I didn't know about. I thought I was missing out sth that I didnt know about. thing is, he likes indo cause there's just freedom.
the law is in your own hand, noone has to obey the law. and the best of all, is because you dont have to do things yourself. there's maid, there's driver and everything is cheap.
that's prob the reason why many others love indo? I have no idea... I want to have a good life but I dont want to have an easy life where you have your maid doing everything for you. I feel that human beings are all equal.... I dont like the idea of maids or drivers. I dont like to be driven around. I dont like living in a HUGE house but all you have are people under you. that's not living life to the fullest.
and abt having the law in your hands, that's just excuses to break the law. it's nt even hard for you to follow the rules. there's always rules around... if its so hard to follow, then you've to start thinking where the problem lies. I dont blame indos to take bribes. everything happens in a cycle. they get low pay and they still have to support their families. the only way to survive is to take on bribes. so who's to blame? probably myself for having so much problems with how indo is.
okay thats it. I'm done ranting.
valen (11/17/2006 09:56:00 PM)