Monday, January 02, 2006
2nd jan... this marks the 23rd anniversary for my parents' wedding...
was talking to dear darius[HAHA!] how time flies.
it seemed just like yesterday we were still playing and he was such a spoilt brat who will cry over little things to get what he wants.
there he was talking to me, being the mature fine young man I nv have thought I can see in him few yrs back.
then we were talking about how each of us wanted to have a family of our own. a HAPPY familly of course with children running ard the house. how our children shld meet and become childhood friends like us.
then now... it seems so hard to achieve that dream of having a prefect family.
because you have to start worrying abt their education... whether they can get into a good sch... turn out to be those little brats...
and I wonder if I will still have the patience to live with little brats.
then you have to think about the family's income... blah blah blah... divorce rate in US has increased frm 55% to a 70%[shit.. I forgot abt this one].. scary huh...
my worries didn't end there.. my mind was then directed to... who's gonna take care of my parents? who will they be staying with?
felicia? valine or myself?
oh god!!! pls let me enjoy myself a little while more. make time pass slower for the next two yrs. I dont want to step into the 20 yrs range.
it's good to be 17 and just let me be 17 for the next few yrs[at least allow me to feel like I'm one].
valen (1/02/2006 08:07:00 PM)