Wednesday, July 27, 2005
okay gotta delete tt poll off. cause it was way too childish.
basically nth interesting happened for the past few days.
okay.. actually there was. no. were...
but the thing is. kind of died down. the excitement I mean..
okay I think it was monday night. way past midnight.
was awake to study for the quiz for the next day.
I had no idea what made me go into SMC website.
was just clicking ard when I entered 'view available fall classes'
someone actually dropped tt class I've been brooding over cause it was full and they refuse to accept anymore student. so there was an empty space.
I was so happy. I dropped my jap class. and heed my counsilor's advice and took maths 7 instead.
yippie! It felt great. when everyone else including me, has got an equal chance on getting in tt class.
but I wanted it more than they do. So, I got it!
at least tt was how grandpa george told charlie tt he wld get the golden ticket cause he wanted it more than the other children.
I felt as if I just found a golden ticket.
sorry Minqi, I had to drop jap. I'll see you only every tue and thurs in fall.
next day maths test, I totally screwed it. I hated myself at tt time.
sigh! but I dont hate myself for long. it was a short while after I handed in the paper and realised I circle the wrong answer.
I missed my perfect score to tt.
damn the brain n hands of mine who refused to co-ordinate with each other.
friday's exam. 3 mistakes out of the 33 question is all I can make.
If nt, hell break lose.
how can I do well for maths 7 class if I dont get an A for maths 2!
and how abotu maths 8? then maths 52?
will I let them pull my GPA down?
okay dont talk abt those results.
I never, for once feel lucky in exams.
Minqi was in my house! this time it was her turn to come..
we found our way frm sch to west pavillion where we shopped for a short while.
then frm there to my apartment.
long long walk frm the bus stop to my apartment.
but at least I know how to go to sch and back with the help of Bus now.
at least when sis gets mad at me, I have myself to depend on..
we walked ard westwood area... every coffee shop, boba shop, bakery shop... they're all occupied with UCLA students.
I feel UCLA-ish staying here actually... but tt doesnt make me wanna go there.
I have my own plans.
anw, took out some cash frm ATM machine in west pavillion and I realise I've used up seven thousand plus frm the time I came here.
which means 7 thousand in less than 2 mths. [let's just count two. I'm trying to make myself less worried]
43 in a yr. I wonder how long dad takes to earn tt much money.
nt in US dollars. convert them in rupiah.
I shld try saving... no online shopping.
Ive been rcving packages every day frm those online shopping.
hibernate myself at home will be a good option.
but holidays in two days time! I cant possibly do tt.
anw, holidays, in two days time. how sad.
I really dont want class to end.
with nth to do for a mth's time. tt'll be terribly bad..
unless felicia still wants to go for road trip..,
save me someone...
valen (7/27/2005 10:49:00 PM)