Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Mum and dad have gone back to singapore.
was sending them off before going to school just now.
started tearing when I hugged them.
sigh.. I realise this is the thing..
They can be such irritants who nag on you twenty four seven but they're still the parents who care for me.
and yes, I love them.
Now, I can finally feel what loneliness is all about.
friends are all in singapore and family are not around.
Felicia had been out since just now.
She was so happy when dad n mum finally left. cause she can finally meet her friends.
She was telling me her plans from today onwards.
I'm left alone at home.
I wanna go out and take a walk, but I might nt be able to find my way back home.
This is USA nt singapore. nt like I can walk to orchard and walk back home.
oh and I decided nt to go up to the asian girl.
why? cause I think she is the kind who doesnt like to talk.
okay thats a dumb excuse. but when I almost said 'hi' to her, alot of things struck me.
so in the end, I didnt say hi to her.
and then I was eating chewing gum. I wanted to offer her some.
But thne she wasnt even looking at me or anything.
So I couldnt turn to her and asked if she wanted some.
okay excuses again.. total failure. haha!
oh i realise all the asians in my class are ABC. except a few of us.
the korean guy who sit in front of me and the gatsby guy who sit beside the korean, spoke sth today. and I opened my mouth in disbelief.
they're english was like.. OHH LALA! we're all asians. but they speak purrfect english while I speak singlish. haha!
scot knew my name! he called me out today to answer some question.
Oh man! I was freaking out when he called my name cause I never listen in class. I was doing homeworks that I got frm his website. I realised time pass faster tt way.
So when he called me out, I was like 'Shit! what does he want me to answer?'
good thing!!! I answered correctly.
smart me looked at the board. and smart me knew what he asked. smart me is a psychic. hahahahahaha!
I think I must speak the way dose ang mohs do. with that oh-so-cool accent. hahaha..
okay back to do h/w. valen will work damn hard to beat the boys in class.
I somehow feel tt beating the boys are better than scoring better than the girls.
whichever guy reads this, dont shoot me.
valen (6/22/2005 05:05:00 PM)