Wednesday, March 23, 2005
I hate stepping into Yj.
There isnt anymore of those friends I used to spend my day with in the past.
There's Steffi
there's Raimi
there's Shereen
there's Izatti
there's London boy and Ira
No Carolyn
No Ying Long
No Natalie
No Hazel
No Noel
No jimmy
No Heng yeong
I was almost bored to death in tt sch.
I was missing them so badly when I see the empty piano in school.
Noone is playing Canon in D
All the rest of sn friends went for the boring orientation which they left halfway.
Its only me who has to attend those lessons tt I havent been attending for the past one mth?
Studied with 5 others in class.
Its the first time ever I get such priviledge.
Study in a very very very small class where teacher gives u hell lots of attention tt you want.
yar right.
I just feel terrible.
I rushed out frm the sch at 1.30 on the dot.
Ponned el lit class of course.
I couldnt pretend to be happy for the whole day.
Holding on till 130 was alr bad enough.
went down Aj to train.
Training started at 3 today.
I felt so happy when I stepped in AJ.
At that time, I was so sure,
that Im starting to not like YJ because I'm missing those friends.
But then again,
I know my chances of getting in Aj is almost like zero I think.
Cause of my what-the-hell-is-up results
I just hope Aj will give me a call soon.
Be it bad or good news, I will accept it.
If I have to stay in Yj,
I think I'll withdraw and go back indo help out my dad.
That's what my mum had been hoping for actually.
Sigh.
let me survive tomorrow and receive the phonecall from AJ during the weekend.
valen (3/23/2005 03:58:00 AM)