Sunday, March 20, 2005
downright shitified
Just ended my training in AJ.
I really feel that Mr.Koh has gt sth against me.
Or mayeb its because of susan lim that he's like that.
After she talked to him during the teacher seminar.
Bah!!
Got a msg from hwei Yun in the morn.
She told me that I had to go through some kind of interview with Mr.Koh either today or tom 5p.m
I chose today.
I keep thinking abt what he was gonna ask me n stuff the whole morning and afternoon.
and guess what!
It wasnt even meant to be an interview.
He just wanted to do some briefing and I made a big fool out of myself.
ok here's when he asked me to go to his table.
Mr K: you go there first.
Me: oh! [at this pt of time. I was screaming n making stupid noises and walking around]
Mr K: why you screaming for?
Me: cause I'm scared.
Mr K: why're you scared?
Me: cause I'll be talking to you?
Mr K: Why scared of me? am I that unfriendly?
Me: Yar! I think so..
Sheesh... Kill me. someone pls.
Then he said that appeal students might nt get the call tom.
We might be called between wed to next tue.
cause appealing last for 5 days.
And after posting result's out, there'll be lots of ppl appealing.
and the worse thing is that, there're qt a few number of ppl appealing through track.
So which means, have to report to e sch I'm posted to till AJ call me.
that is if they call me with good news which I hope if not, stay whereever I'm posted to.
cut off pt for Aj science stream is 8.
for art is 11.
They are alr taking in 717 students for sc stream according to MOE posting.
and 185 students for the art faculties.
30 retained.
43 scholars.
So that made a total number of 925 students in J1.
a very HUGE cohort.
Mr koh said one good thing of me being at an advantage is tt cause Its teacher who gave me the appeal form personally.
he said there'll be alot of ppl who take the appeal form in the office n adding to the pile of other general appeal form.
So, principal will most just look through them.
Very seldom he take in those appeal students like tt if there're enough of those who appeal through sports.
But everytime he said sth tt made me feel better,
He'll cont with something tt made me feel worse.
Okay he said tt since this yr is an SYF yr,
they'll take in more students under performing arts.
Then they'll take in more sports students only the yr after.
but there's always national every yr.
Why do they have to take in more performing arts students?
I was told by Mrs Toh that appeal students have to go through 3 diff parts.
What the team think of tt particular person.
What the coach feels.
and what the teachers feel.
Then, the teacher in charge of the CCA which in my case is Mrs. Toh will have to write compo on me based on the views given by these 3 grps and appeal to the principal.
Must thank Hwei Yun and Hui Xian alot.
And of course Mrs Toh but then again.
Mr Koh made me feel worse.
hello? he's just a javelin coach and what he does is to coach the javelin throwers.
he seldom comes to the discus throwers.
So he doesnt know me well.
because of that, I'm so much to a disadvantage.
I wish I can stop worrying and let things come what may.
But somehow, I cant. Beyond my means.
I'm so in love with Aj. haha! dont ask me why.
I'm serious abt this sch.
I dont mind giving up its 3 days orientation since I'm so desperate now.
All I want is a place.
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valen (3/20/2005 09:47:00 PM)