Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Its one a.m now
Suppose to be sleeping at this time when there's sch tom.
But heck!
Been sleeping real late.
The thought of those results I'll be getting back in just 2 more days, freak the hell out of me.
On my way to sch on the mrt this morn,
Spent the whole long journey frm orchard to yishun thinking abt the possibilities of me getting 10pts, 11pts, 12pts, 13pts, 14pts, 15pts, 16pts, 17pts, 18pts, 19pts, 20pts and 20pts and above.
I wont be feeling so worried if I can leave singapore right after i get back the results.
But hell no!
I have to stay her till June or worse august.
Sat down with swei n dinah in far east after sch.
lets nt talk abt the fun time we had with Lawrence in supercuts.
We seemed to be talking about the big O almost the whole time.
Its really worrying when everyone seemed to be saying out what their expected grades are.
The higher your hopes are, the bigger the disappointment.
I darent think of how many pts I can get.
I dont wish to be disappointed.
as usual, Im always disappointed with myself for my exam results.
They are horrendous. just like 4 yrs back.
In addition to all these,
my mum has been a total bitch.
Ok, she was one but she's getting on my nerveS lately more than usual.
She nags when I dont put my used socks into the pail.
She nags when I dont wash my cups.
She nags when she hasnt got anything to do at home.
Oh god! someone pls. save me. or better, shut her up.
Heard abt Blue house frm shuwei.
As usual. that girl scares me with all the preparation they have done.
Look at my Yellow house.
I want to help them.
Go back st nicks everyday of next week[pon sch of course for me to do tt] and help them out.
But then again, qt lazy if they havent start much.
Ah ok!
I should go off now. My eyelid's getting heavier.
valen (2/22/2005 08:49:00 AM)